BaBy YaNa LuRp

Today, I feel so, so, so tired.. I dun feel like going to work.. I was late again for work.. Reach work at 8am.. But I ask to punch in at 8.30am as my stomach create problems.. At the end of work, my counter short $9.50 and 4 game labels.. Haiz.. I have to pay $3 and the rest my manager will attend to it.. HAIZ.....

Should I go to school tomorrow? hmm..

Today is a stressful day for me.. Nad inform me this morning that she wants the food thingy for fyp by 1st break out.. I called Fadel as he cannot wake up in the morning.. Dun wana him to be late so I called him up, in the end he was still late.. I was a lil bit late but still I went to Cafe Esplanade to ask the person, but the person said to come after 10am as she was busy.. But I got class so I never came.. After 1st break out, I went to TRCC Art Bites with Fadel, V, and Ya Wen.. I asked the person in charge but the person like not interested in talking to me.. He was like rushing off.. Inform Nad again..I sent email to one stop centre.. Then have to wait for 4 working hours.. Wait again for their reply.. Then sent email again.. Wait another 4 working hours.. Like never ending.. Haiyo.. In the end, I have to ask my supervisor again, then he sent to school director then wait for approval.. Sick and tired of asking approval, why cant we do it straight? Mid point is coming soon, duno what to present sumore.. Haiyo..

Come on everybody.. Cheer me up.. Haiz..

I skipped school today and meet "boyfie" at his house.. But first, I had breakfast with my mum.. If she knows I skip, die ready.. Now waiting for the school letter so everyday have to check my letterbox.. Remind me ok.. Parents still havent ok.. Haiz..

"boyfie" and I smoke then lie down, hug and kiss each other.. haha.. We eat burger, which he cook and not me.. haha.. He always do the cooking when Im hungry.. Then we watch Aliens in the Attic.. You guys should watch it.. "boyfie" and I kept laughing as it was so hilarious.. Then we sleep.. He keep waking me up in my sleep.. So irritating.. Wake me up just to hug me.. But its ok..

He is going reservist from 16 to 23 November.. Haiz.. 1 week of never seeing him.. Goina mish him.. He wants a present on our 3 years anniversary.. He going to get me something, but what should I get for him.. Hmmmm.. I guess I need to save up.. 40 more days.. Very short time for me to save up.. But I cant wait.. HAHA..

Hey eu.. suddenly thinking of eu make me sad.. haish.. feel like crying seh.. do eu know how much i mish eu? i know eu mish me too.. im worried bout eu ok.. i fight wit eu not because i dun love eu.. its just that ur words always tend to piss me off.. eu know me for nearly 3 years, and yet eu didnt use ur words properly.. im sensitive to whatever eu say,im hurt ok, but i never showed it to eu, i only showed my negative side that eu dun like..

i admit im ego, i always busted eu & i got many guys.. but i do care bout eu.. even though i went out with other guys, u never fail to stay by my side even though eu are angry.. eu know what im like.. i tend to say the wrong things when im angry, eu should understand that.. dont take it to heart.. im sorry if i ever hurt ur feelings or whatever that i have done..

i will always be here.. no matter what i will always love eu.. hope eu get well soon, my love..

huggs & kisses,
Baby

Woke up at 6am.. Went out of house for work at 7.05am & Im suppose to work at 7.30am.. My Monopoly shirt still havent dry yet sia, yet I ironed till it was suitable to use even though it was slightly wet. Started shivering when I was in the bus, hence needed to light up a stick.. Reach work which is at Orchard at 8am.. Was so, so late.. But what to do.. Im a rockstar.. lol..

Work is getting more & more bored.. haiz.. I am also wondering what to work as after I graduate.. Seems a long way but when you think of it, it is very short.. Time do really flies.. I was suppose to meet my "boyfie" after work, but he text me saying he was not feeling well.. Always like to tell me at the last minute, how can I not be pissed off.. But, what to do.. Just hope that he get well soon..

I have a bad feeling about everything.. I duno y.. Whats happening to me, also Im not sure.. Haiz..

Today is a horrible day for me..

Wake up at 7am.. Not enough time for me to prepare myself.. Early in the morning, I was pissed off cause my "boyfie" text me.. Personal reason.. ending up fighting.. haish.. In the end, went out of house at 8am.. I check my letterbox, and the school letter came about my attendance.. Its so irritating that this letter thingy came.. Then met Zul cousin and went to school together..

I was marked late.. haish.. 1st break out went to smoke alone.. I so called do not like my team la.. I dont know anybody sia, some more they all all year ones.. The only one I know is Jaja, but she did not come.. So, so bored.. 2nd break went with Ayu.. I think I saw my ex again, the "kedi" at the coffeeshop.. Haiyo.. Cant stand his face sia, now he got tatoo ready.. Like he so big like that.. Whatever la ey.. I was like counting down the time to ending class sia.. What I have done was like wasted sia, all my team mates don't want my ideas.. Whatever la.. Cant wait to graduate.. If only can drop out of this module.. Easier for me ah..